Hello, I am new to the forum. Reaching out is extremely difficult for me. But, I am trying.
I have suffered from PTSD most of my life. Repeated exposure to trauma as a child. Fear of more abandonment and lack of self worth, left me choosing horrible relationships. (physically and emotionally abusive) I have mixed feelings about going to therapy again.
I honestly do not not know what I am doing anymore. I do not recognize myself anymore. The level of dissociation I am feeling lately is overwhelming. I can not relate to anyone around me anymore. I thought this forum may help with the feelings of isolation. I am most concerned about the affects on my young daughter. I try to hide it.......it is getting harder to do that lately. I do not know what triggered these episodes the past few weeks. It is the worst I have felt in long time.
I came here in the hopes of finding some comfort in everyone's journey healing with PTSD
I have suffered from PTSD most of my life. Repeated exposure to trauma as a child. Fear of more abandonment and lack of self worth, left me choosing horrible relationships. (physically and emotionally abusive) I have mixed feelings about going to therapy again.
I honestly do not not know what I am doing anymore. I do not recognize myself anymore. The level of dissociation I am feeling lately is overwhelming. I can not relate to anyone around me anymore. I thought this forum may help with the feelings of isolation. I am most concerned about the affects on my young daughter. I try to hide it.......it is getting harder to do that lately. I do not know what triggered these episodes the past few weeks. It is the worst I have felt in long time.
I came here in the hopes of finding some comfort in everyone's journey healing with PTSD