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Thank you for all the welcomes it really means a lot to me. 

I already have Pete Walkers book "Complex PTSD: From Surviving to Thriving" and I'm reading it a little at a time. I have found it's helpful and also kind of intense to read.

This is the best I have been feeling in a while so thank you again everyone. 

Hello.

I've been feeling very lost recently. I don't really know what to do with my life, or how to move on,  or what's next. I've done some research and reading about CPTSD and from what I can tell I am a freeze type. I like to escape using video games and have a hard time doing anything considered productive, I'm disconnected from my emotions and haven't really felt anything for months if not years.

I want to get help though. I want to get better. I want to be productive and be able to DO things again. I'm hoping that having somewhere to write my thoughts and feelings will help.

So, um, I guess that's it. Hi.