Long story short, I've been in a longtime abusive relationship with my boyfriend. Back and forth we have gone, and now we have tried to make it work and been back together. I'm realizing after having terrible reactions to minor situations or just handling myself horribly when in other circumstances I would hold myself well, that I'm suffering from CPTSD. I stopped seeing my therapist, because honestly I don't want anyone to tell me to leave the relationship. I'm trying to find resources to help me manage and overcome this so I can have a normal life.