Hello!
My name is Ran and I am 34 years old, from Estonia and I have a very long story of everything that has happened what has only now in the recent years started affecting me so much more. I'm a bit scared to post, because I fear that I missed something in rules or that people find my story not belonging in this forum as somehow it's unrelated to the cptsd and tell me to go find a therapist, what I will. I have psychiatrist appointment coming up as I want to get official diagnosis, because it very much disturbes my everyday life to the point where I am mean to people, when I don't want to. I'm impulsive and experience cptsd related symptoms. I'm mostly here to learn and maybe get support as I feel incredibly isolated and all alone. Last time someone told me to go journal my thoughts down, when I was just looking for someone that could understand. I was in a very bad crisis, but I'm currently a lot more calmer. I will tell my full story soon as I get the chance. Nice to meet you all.
My name is Ran and I am 34 years old, from Estonia and I have a very long story of everything that has happened what has only now in the recent years started affecting me so much more. I'm a bit scared to post, because I fear that I missed something in rules or that people find my story not belonging in this forum as somehow it's unrelated to the cptsd and tell me to go find a therapist, what I will. I have psychiatrist appointment coming up as I want to get official diagnosis, because it very much disturbes my everyday life to the point where I am mean to people, when I don't want to. I'm impulsive and experience cptsd related symptoms. I'm mostly here to learn and maybe get support as I feel incredibly isolated and all alone. Last time someone told me to go journal my thoughts down, when I was just looking for someone that could understand. I was in a very bad crisis, but I'm currently a lot more calmer. I will tell my full story soon as I get the chance. Nice to meet you all.