Thank you so much for all the good hints.
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Please Introduce Yourself Here / Hi
December 20, 2015, 06:57:59 AM
My name is Rhonda. I'm 58. I've been discovering information. I didn't know I had PTSD. I knew I had depression, anxiety, panic attacks, couldn't leave my house anymore, and spent a few years in bed. Life's been rough. Seems that way for anyone in this group. My first memories of abuse start when I was 2. I was finally broken at the age of 33 when my daughter was victimized and I was forced to work by the perpetrator for 4 months...3 doors away. I was in the Air Force and it was an Air Force member who did this. She was at her friends house and they had gone to another friends house. As well as a wealth of other stuff in-between...far to much. All being triggered and not knowing what's happening. My children are schizophrenic and bipolar. My mom is bipolar. My brother is bipolar. My sister is bipolar. Have a lot of bipolar in my family. I am not bipolar. My doctor said I was sick as a result of all the abuse and PTSD. Now I have a granddaughter who is healthy and my daughter is bipolar and narcissistic. Family genetics are not wonderful. I went through MST this past Jan-Apr ... and that was the best therapy I had had to date first time anything made sense. Now I am in CPT Cognitive Processing Therapy and it is what you put into it and I am working hard. I found your site (through FB on one of the PTSD support sites) by looking for information to better describe what I was feeling. Sometimes there's so many thoughts in your head it's hard to identify that one but when you see it you know it. I'm glad to have found this group. It's late and I will look more tomorrow. Thank you.
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