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I am 34 years old and had to move back in with my parents last summer. I lost everything due to intent to kill, kidnapping and torture from my ex. I lost all my savings, my job, my health, and recovery was horrid. Now I have been living with my parents and the abuse has escalated so bad in the past three months. I have lost 40 pounds, I can't sleep, I can't eat, and they basically are loving the fact they can do this to me. I am on disability because the idea was to go back to school for another degree. The thing is I'm scared I am physically going to not make it here.

I have complex PTSD. I moved in with my parents last year. They have emotional abused me and physiologically abused me to the point where now I'm past exhausted and worn thin. They don't care and sometimes I feel they hope I die. I am a survivor of intent to kill and kidnapping in 2011. I was diagnosed in 2012. They told my doctors I was okay here but a lot has happened. Now my boxer dog has gotten fleas from their yard over and over. They even one point told me they weren't there. I also had my mom look at me saying she was going to call the hospital and say I was a threat to her. Because I was crying and saying over and over I didn't want to die from exhaustion and abuse. I have never been so worried about my environment and scared for my life and health.