So got passed for a promotion today due to receiving an "improvement plan" that was given to me after disclosing my diagnosis to my 2 supervisors after a family crisis that was a month long. I was told I wasn't promoted due to this "improvement plan" that everyone I have shown that has worked with me doesn't sound like it is for me...So here are a couple images that just show how I feel right now.... I drew these when I first received this improvement plan.... at the same time of my family crisis...
I feel so alone. I feel like I have no one to talk to about this that would understand how truly unfair this is. Everyone I tell say it is unfair, but it isn't just that. It is also so triggering because I have to keep my poker face on again. I finally recovered to the point where I felt like I did not have to hide my feelings, where I can advocate for those under my care and their wellbeing. I was starting to be assertive when this "improvement plan" says otherwise....
I am really down right now
I feel so alone. I feel like I have no one to talk to about this that would understand how truly unfair this is. Everyone I tell say it is unfair, but it isn't just that. It is also so triggering because I have to keep my poker face on again. I finally recovered to the point where I felt like I did not have to hide my feelings, where I can advocate for those under my care and their wellbeing. I was starting to be assertive when this "improvement plan" says otherwise....
I am really down right now