This is something I have thought about a lot. My partner struggles with how long I have been in therapy and often says to me that he feels there is a point where you have to stop being the victim and just move on. He was physically abused by his mother as a child and struggled with depression. He had 2 years of therapy and decided no more. He says he has got to a point where he is ok and I completely respect that decision (although I have been known to tell him eff off).
My view is that I agree that you have to take responsibility for your own life - but I believe by following this path that is what I am doing. If I stay in the present, ignoring and repressing what has happened to me then my unconscious will dictate my actions. My repressed anger will colour my relationships, my social anxiety will restrict me making new ones. Am I not then a victim? I believe that awareness is choice. I need to identify what happened to me and grieve. Then I can choose how I act in the future. As to how long it takes - it took 20 years of daily abuse to make me who I am, who knows how long it will take to recover.
Having said all that I do feel mindfulness is a powerful tool especially against rumination, but just not in isolation. My experience of CBT has not been good, I find it triggers me badly in terms of 'getting things wrong'.
I hope I've got the right end of the stick with this thread - just re - read and now I'm not sure. Please do put me right if I've missed the point.
My view is that I agree that you have to take responsibility for your own life - but I believe by following this path that is what I am doing. If I stay in the present, ignoring and repressing what has happened to me then my unconscious will dictate my actions. My repressed anger will colour my relationships, my social anxiety will restrict me making new ones. Am I not then a victim? I believe that awareness is choice. I need to identify what happened to me and grieve. Then I can choose how I act in the future. As to how long it takes - it took 20 years of daily abuse to make me who I am, who knows how long it will take to recover.
Having said all that I do feel mindfulness is a powerful tool especially against rumination, but just not in isolation. My experience of CBT has not been good, I find it triggers me badly in terms of 'getting things wrong'.
I hope I've got the right end of the stick with this thread - just re - read and now I'm not sure. Please do put me right if I've missed the point.