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I'm so sorry you're going through this right now :'( :hug:
This is not your fault. What happened to you is really not your fault, you did not deserve the abuse and sexual assault that other people have done to you.
I hope you continue taking care of yourself through all of this. Writing this takes a lot of courage, and trying to recover from all of your traumas is incredibly strong.
We're there for you if you need anything.
Sending you lots of hugs! :hug: :hug: :hug: