I really love this small indie music artist, Baby Bugs, after finding this really awesome song that's great for belting out and releasing a bunch of pent up rage for your situation: https://youtu.be/Q4GVV54bMPQ?si=heVcsukzr89bF0UF (https://youtu.be/Q4GVV54bMPQ?si=heVcsukzr89bF0UF)
It's a lot of religious-trauma type of content, which doesn't really apply to me, but many of the beautiful metaphors and imagery that living in a christian hegemony has wrought still feels powerful to me.
She recently released this song (below) that's very comforting and relaxing to me in sound. Like a nice motherly hug. She also mentioned how she had CPTSD in some post, which was like, well duh! to me, as someone who has that too and relates to the music a lot. Good to know we have compatriots in the world, even if the community exists for sad reasons.
https://youtu.be/KDbYTrswgFg?si=5kVcT9SQtlxQsSMs (https://youtu.be/KDbYTrswgFg?si=5kVcT9SQtlxQsSMs)
Two different styles but both appealing in their own way. As an atheist I especially like the first one because I like music, art, etc that pushes back against religion. That said, I know this can cause some discomfort for those who are religious so if you're posting a response, please keep it respectful.