It's my special day
but you took it away.
You broke me into little pieces.
I'm still trying to fill in the gaps,
Trying to complete all the parts.
I don't want you to control me
But you still do.
you come at night,
takes everything from me,
leaves the scars and leaves.
trying to convince me otherwise,
trying to break me.
I wish I could say it doesn't work,
I wish I could deny it.
telling me, "happy birthday"
And of course leaves me alone.