Hello M,
I miss having you in my life. You often spoke of being a witness to my healing and growth. I really needed that.
When I left you said I could stay in touch. I did and shared some of my challenges. We had a weird interaction and I haven't heard from you since.
I thought that maybe you felt awkward about that interaction. So I tried to reconnect and you haven't responded.
I don't need you in my life the way I did before. But the loss of you completely is heavy. I have a gap that I am trying to fill. I am trying to show myself the care you showed.
I wish I understood what happened. But I don't think I'll ever know. I hope that you are ok and I hope you know I miss you.