Out of the Storm

Development of CPTSD in Childhood => Causes => Sexual Abuse => Topic started by: Not Alone on August 07, 2019, 09:51:50 PM

Title: "sick" day
Post by: Not Alone on August 07, 2019, 09:51:50 PM
Worked my three hour shift this morning with a splitting headache. Got a few things at the store then went home. I wanted to take something strong enough to knock out the headache, but I don't have anything. Took more Tylenol, laid in bed, listened to music and dosed off and on most of the day. It made me think of when I was young and I would have a stomach ache. Not really bad enough to stay home from school, but I would stay home. When I was a child, it was a relief to take a day off from pretending, and no one abused me when I was sick.

Headache is minor with the help of Tylenol. I have so much to do, but emotionally feel like  :fallingbricks:

Title: Re: "sick" day
Post by: MoonBeam on August 07, 2019, 10:01:51 PM
I hear you notalone. Sorry you are not feeling well. Try not to be hard on yourself for taking a little time to rest and recover, whatever the reason for being down.  You deserve to pamper a little. Resting with music sounds like a really good choice.
Title: Re: "sick" day
Post by: SharpAndBlunt on August 07, 2019, 10:44:10 PM
I took my first sick day in years last week, I just felt completely zoned out and could not go to work. The day off was needed though at first I felt guilty, an emotional sick day is fine with me, I'm coming to believe.

The effect was good and I was back the next day. Still not feeling great but back to it.

That feeling of safety, I still get shame over it because it feels like I am hiding. Big memories in there trying to burst out, it feels like.

Enjoy feeling safe, you deserve it.
Title: Re: "sick" day
Post by: Tee on August 07, 2019, 10:46:02 PM
Sorry your down for the day.  When I push myself more than I should to work and what not I end up with migraines which over the counter stuff doesn't really touch. So I feel you. My neurologist had me on some pretty things but some of the natural things that are suppose to help are vitamin B-2 and magnesium. I got really bad headaches from flipping back and forth.  Hope your able to rest on all levels. :hug:
Title: Re: "sick" day
Post by: Not Alone on August 08, 2019, 03:14:55 AM
Thanks all for your compassion. Headache is mild now. Emotions from connecting to childhood times of being home from school are mostly in the background now.
Title: Re: "sick" day
Post by: Tee on August 08, 2019, 03:28:18 AM
Glad your getting better! :hug: