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So painful to watch my granma fade....she cant breathe. She still tries to sing to me 😭 and runs out of breath.
I am losing it... too many things happening at once:
My grandma is living her last days
Interview today at 2 pm
My best friend moved to virginia with my nephew 😭
Being harassed at my job, best task of my job is taken away which is why im interviewing for that position again...
And CPTSD symptoms are going haywire because where my granma is in hospice....was a huge part of my childhood.
You are strong and courageous. Your "Magnolia" will always be with you to share your burdens and give you her insights. She is etched indelibly on your heart and soul.
Let her strength and love accompany you thru your day today, and know you're loved and have a place in this world.
Just compassionate hugs :hug: you are not alone remember to breathe
Those are so many huge things at one time. Sending you a gentle hug. :hug:
Aaand my husband broke his arm last night. He is in so much pain...
Thank you everyone for your kind words. Pray for my Magnolia that she stops suffering 😭
I hope for peace for you and your magnolia! :hug: