Your stories and insights about living with trauma have helped me to know myself better: strengths and vulnerabilities. Thank you. I am unmasking my symptoms of cPTSD and using healthy coping mechanisms to rewrite my thinking — I feel better, stronger, more confident, and able to let the *heavy emotions play with the light ones — this is the best gift OOTS has offered me; my skin is thickening* against the blunt nature of the madness we see in this world and I trust what I know to get through. 
Thank you three roses, kizzie, Cookido, boy22, and so many others for your presence and resilience. 
I will sign off with a few truths about my time here:
I have only one profile in this forum — its milk
I engaged with this forum objectively and at times subjectively based on personal experience 
If emotion took over — timeout and rewriting my posts helped me through
All the stories I shared were true with original names changed and identifying specifics mostly absent 
And finally I will sign off with my name
All the best to the members of the forum
miko
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*letting anger and sadness push through to solace — my anger was not seen too much here; I work through it on long hikes in the wilderness 
*a healthy balancing layer of letting go and compassion 
			
			
			
				Sorry to see you go, but my best wishes will follow you.  :wave:
			
			
			
				Thank you  three roses —-  :hug: 
You are in my thoughts. 
			
			
			
				All the best to you Miko and warmest wishes for a healthy journey forward.  :hug: