Hi Perditrix06, aka smart alec welcome
I have cptsd from childhood like you do, and I became an EMT too. I've met quite a few people who had difficult childhoods and ended up working at jobs where the constant danger was good for them.
I'm so sorry you lost your vision and had to stop working. It must have been extremely rough for you.
I have a physical disability and being severely ill or disabled in any way can be a cause of cptsd, too. For me I noticed my current physical illness makes my cptsd symptoms worse. I bet you've been in pain.
You're not alone, and I'm glad you're here.
I have cptsd from childhood like you do, and I became an EMT too. I've met quite a few people who had difficult childhoods and ended up working at jobs where the constant danger was good for them.
I'm so sorry you lost your vision and had to stop working. It must have been extremely rough for you.
I have a physical disability and being severely ill or disabled in any way can be a cause of cptsd, too. For me I noticed my current physical illness makes my cptsd symptoms worse. I bet you've been in pain.
You're not alone, and I'm glad you're here.