I was the classic "fixer" personality---even when I was sent to Iraq as a senior advisor---and all overlain on a classic set of early life events. In Iraq, I finally found more than I could ever fix; a set of facts and events which eventually was diagnosed as combat-related PTSD. I have been in therapy (meds, mindfulness, CBT and Groups) for almost two years. As I have made progress in everything from grounding to trigger, I still find myself bogged down with what I guess are early-life and attachment issues.
I have been reading up on so-called C-PTSD, and contemplating it as much as I can through the fog of my meds (Gaba, Paxil, etc..). As hard as it is to remember (and accept), I think this is my track.
Maybe I will learn something here?
I have been reading up on so-called C-PTSD, and contemplating it as much as I can through the fog of my meds (Gaba, Paxil, etc..). As hard as it is to remember (and accept), I think this is my track.
Maybe I will learn something here?