Hello lovelies,
I've experienced a lot of comfort in discovering this forum and I always love to express how much I appreciate the support I've received from the people on here.
I'm honestly proud of and inspired by everyone on here.
I see a lot of people sharing some very difficult things including self-reflection on how we might treat others because of the things we've been through. That's not an easy thing to do.
What a strong thing. Truly.
So, I think it's important to share when we're having good days too. To remind each other that the good days still can and will happen even after the darkest - most suffocating nights.
I wanted to share my good day with you in hopes that you won't forget that you still and will have good days as well.
I'm on deployment, but we're so close to home I can see the light at the end of the very long tunnel. I was terrified to come back out here because of the things that I went through last time. I had a full-blown breakdown and needed an emergency therapy appointment before we came back out here. I begged the universe to get me out of it somehow because anxiety and panic were wreaking havoc on my body and my soul was so tired.
But here I am. At the end of it. I faced it. I made it through (even though some very triggering things happened while we were out here). I made it.
And I actually found moments to enjoy while out here - who would have thought?
If I made it through something I thought I'd never be able to mentally survive, you can definitely make it through today. Because the good days happen. I promise they do.
Even if the most you can do for yourself today is take a shower and treat yourself to something small you enjoy like a cup of tea, or building a puzzle, or reading a few pages of a good book - something that makes you feel happy/at peace - that in and of itself is a victory. That's huge. Love yourself. It's okay to do that. We forget to do that's sometimes, but we're allowed.
What does a good day look/feel like/mean to you?
I've experienced a lot of comfort in discovering this forum and I always love to express how much I appreciate the support I've received from the people on here.
I'm honestly proud of and inspired by everyone on here.
I see a lot of people sharing some very difficult things including self-reflection on how we might treat others because of the things we've been through. That's not an easy thing to do.
What a strong thing. Truly.
So, I think it's important to share when we're having good days too. To remind each other that the good days still can and will happen even after the darkest - most suffocating nights.
I wanted to share my good day with you in hopes that you won't forget that you still and will have good days as well.
I'm on deployment, but we're so close to home I can see the light at the end of the very long tunnel. I was terrified to come back out here because of the things that I went through last time. I had a full-blown breakdown and needed an emergency therapy appointment before we came back out here. I begged the universe to get me out of it somehow because anxiety and panic were wreaking havoc on my body and my soul was so tired.
But here I am. At the end of it. I faced it. I made it through (even though some very triggering things happened while we were out here). I made it.
And I actually found moments to enjoy while out here - who would have thought?
If I made it through something I thought I'd never be able to mentally survive, you can definitely make it through today. Because the good days happen. I promise they do.
Even if the most you can do for yourself today is take a shower and treat yourself to something small you enjoy like a cup of tea, or building a puzzle, or reading a few pages of a good book - something that makes you feel happy/at peace - that in and of itself is a victory. That's huge. Love yourself. It's okay to do that. We forget to do that's sometimes, but we're allowed.
What does a good day look/feel like/mean to you?