I've been reading Walker and becoming more aware. However the problem I keep having is I can't tell if am I in an emotional flashback, or if I am experiencing genuine contempt from someone who's gaslighting me. Does anyone else have this problem or know how to tell?
Hmmmm, good question. I would suggest you can tell by the intensity of your emotional response; that is, when you have an overwhelming response to a present day encounter with someone who is being unpleasant/manipulative. Most of us would become angry in this type of situation and become protective of our self, but in an EF we tend to also feel small and powerless like a child would. So in an EF the past layers on to the present and a bigger reaction than what is 'normally' called for.
Hope this makes sense.
Thank you Kizzie yes that does make sense. I think after contemplation that it's bith at the moment for me lol. I feel badly for way longer than I should, and the world takes on an ominous tone.
Sorry to hear that Gentian, are you getting through it?
Gentian- I can so relate to what you wrote. Sometimes it seems like everywhere I look are triggers sending me into EF, and it is difficult to tell how much is EF and how much is real-time situation.
Thank you Kizzie yes so far. I seem to be in continuous EFs lately so at first I didn't know how to answer your question. I appreciate all the kind answers from everyone.
And thank you Bring em all in, that's exactly what I mean. I'm sorry you are in it too.
Come on both of you, bring it in for a big :bighug:
We're here, we're listening and we care that you are going through this right now. :yes: If this gives you even a smidge of comfort hang onto it tight.