Did you try cbt to deal with the critic? Saying no to it etc, no I won't let you beat me up again.
Again I don't struggle much with an inner critic because my psyche is very dominated by an outer one, but one step to dealing with the inner critic is to say no.
Again I don't struggle much with an inner critic because my psyche is very dominated by an outer one, but one step to dealing with the inner critic is to say no.