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I told him that he is narcissistic and gas- lighting me and he turns around and tells me I'm passive aggressive and I don't even know what narcissistic means. I don't know how to get around this. I tell him I don't want to fight and he does this every time. Then he tells me I'm crazy and says it in front of the girls. He ignores me. Always the silent treatment and always on his phone or the computer. I really don't know what to do when he acts this way. I don't know how to respond. I'm so angry.

Hello all. I am still unsure to where I fit in here. I was emotionally abused as a child and in an abusive marriage currently. Seeking therapy I have my first visit on Friday. Hopefully it will confirm my suspicions of having C-PTSD.  Today was a difficult day as my husband started his fighting with me.  I felt like I couldn't breathe. I feel so alone and I have no one to turn to. I'm so afraid to leave. I have two small children age 4 and 6. Two little girls. I want out of this abuse.