Hello, at the age of 53, my life is beginning to unravel and I can no longer control the overwhelming feelings of anger, sadness, anxiety, fear, stress as well as I have done from the age of 11. Being diagnosed with Complex PTSD has had the effect of taking the top off of a cesspit full of beyond bad stuff. Really don't know if this can be fixed as it feels like it is beyond any form of repair. I have never felt so alone and cut off having only had toxic relationships that had a necrotic fit with me.