I just looked at my last entry and should note that I started the Noom program (with an accountability partner) and while my weight keeps bouncing up and down gaining and losing the same 3-4 pounds, at least I am doing something. Doc has also put me on a second diabetes med and I see the dietician again in July.
Possible trigger warning: unaliving mentioned
I saw an article today about a 10-year-old who unalived themselves due to constant bullying at school. I was a bully victim, and whenever I see stories like that, I start spiraling because I want to know WHY I was singled out for being bullied. Even after over 40-50 years, it still hurts. I don't understand what I did that was so bad that made other people pick on me. I just do not get it. Was I that weird?
All week I've been proofreading and my schedule has been like this: Get up, eat, proof, have lunch, take nap, relax a little, make dinner, then go back to proof, then go to bed . . . lather, rinse, repeat. I have no time for anything else.
Possible trigger warning: unaliving mentioned
I saw an article today about a 10-year-old who unalived themselves due to constant bullying at school. I was a bully victim, and whenever I see stories like that, I start spiraling because I want to know WHY I was singled out for being bullied. Even after over 40-50 years, it still hurts. I don't understand what I did that was so bad that made other people pick on me. I just do not get it. Was I that weird?
All week I've been proofreading and my schedule has been like this: Get up, eat, proof, have lunch, take nap, relax a little, make dinner, then go back to proof, then go to bed . . . lather, rinse, repeat. I have no time for anything else.