Same thing has happened to me. I always knew that there were gaps in my memory, but thought that was normal, not everyone can remember everything right? But then seemingly out of nowhere I had a clear memory of SA that came to me, that was clear, or clearer than other childhood memories, and I knew straight away it was real but wouldn't believe it. And with it came the EF's and all the other stuff that come with it, and it was then that I started to look into it and saw that this could happen even to fairly high functioning people like me. Since then other memories have surfaced, but I have not pushed it as each time it really sets me back.
I help back from telling people as I thought I would never be believed, but weirdly when I eventually (and reluctantly) related the whole experience to my closest friend he wasn't surprised at all and said he always knew something had happened from the way I was.
I had another memory a few weeks ago which I am still processing which is why I'm on this part of the site today. It's not easy, but these memories are real and you are not alone.
I help back from telling people as I thought I would never be believed, but weirdly when I eventually (and reluctantly) related the whole experience to my closest friend he wasn't surprised at all and said he always knew something had happened from the way I was.
I had another memory a few weeks ago which I am still processing which is why I'm on this part of the site today. It's not easy, but these memories are real and you are not alone.