Thanks BeHea1thy. Thinking about the "SHOULD diet" will actually help me recognize when I'm criticizing myself too much I think - it's a nice way to frame it. I hadn't realized until reading your words just how much I tell myself what I should or shouldn't do.
I'm feeling really motivated to invest the time in analyzing my thought patterns and how I internalize external events right now, I can see the positive that comes from reframing how I think about and interpret my experiences and feelings. I'm really looking forward to feeling good about myself, about who I am. The difficult part is recognizing that a balanced, healthy, integrated me is one that perhaps has less energy wrapped up in my escapes, chief of which is work. More change, more adjusting ahead.
The haunted house went well, I had fun playing a role in it too. The people in our neighborhood loved the performance, and we gave away a lot of candy at the end. It was a good night. Thanks again.
I'm feeling really motivated to invest the time in analyzing my thought patterns and how I internalize external events right now, I can see the positive that comes from reframing how I think about and interpret my experiences and feelings. I'm really looking forward to feeling good about myself, about who I am. The difficult part is recognizing that a balanced, healthy, integrated me is one that perhaps has less energy wrapped up in my escapes, chief of which is work. More change, more adjusting ahead.
The haunted house went well, I had fun playing a role in it too. The people in our neighborhood loved the performance, and we gave away a lot of candy at the end. It was a good night. Thanks again.