Yep, the inner critic is banging away at us , telling us were not good enough. We can let it pass otr tell it to shut up, but the self doubt can become overpowering.
On top of an already stressful job and stressful colleagues sometimes.
Ive never wanted the responsibility of management etc in my jobs and i know others likewise, dont need the stress!! ie flashbacks with CPSTD now i realise.
I work on my own now , which has many benefits for people with CPTSD , so there is less intrusive thought, but the downside is loneliness and mind numbingly dull.
I used to work in an office doing the same job with a narcisstic/psychopathic boss, (ironically i think he suffered badly from CPSTD ) so im grateful i dont have to go back to that. My heart would sink seeing his car in car park, would i cop it today, or a colleague
On top of an already stressful job and stressful colleagues sometimes.
Ive never wanted the responsibility of management etc in my jobs and i know others likewise, dont need the stress!! ie flashbacks with CPSTD now i realise.
I work on my own now , which has many benefits for people with CPTSD , so there is less intrusive thought, but the downside is loneliness and mind numbingly dull.
I used to work in an office doing the same job with a narcisstic/psychopathic boss, (ironically i think he suffered badly from CPSTD ) so im grateful i dont have to go back to that. My heart would sink seeing his car in car park, would i cop it today, or a colleague