Hello,
i am a person who has cptsd, it sucks. i had a * childhood with violent parent and a then marrie a man with a mental illness then divorced him and married somone with npd, i am seperated from him (he is not happy with me). so after 44 years of living with people who abused me i am now on my own and scared all the time. I put on a coping face when my kids are home but mostly i am just scared. last year i sat on the lounge room florr for six months then started counselling i had a severe reaction to all the medication so i cant even fake it till i make it. it is nice to have a name for how i feel rather than just thinking i am really f..d up. i dont know if this forom will help but it will give me something to do on nights like tonight when sleep is never going to happen.
i am a person who has cptsd, it sucks. i had a * childhood with violent parent and a then marrie a man with a mental illness then divorced him and married somone with npd, i am seperated from him (he is not happy with me). so after 44 years of living with people who abused me i am now on my own and scared all the time. I put on a coping face when my kids are home but mostly i am just scared. last year i sat on the lounge room florr for six months then started counselling i had a severe reaction to all the medication so i cant even fake it till i make it. it is nice to have a name for how i feel rather than just thinking i am really f..d up. i dont know if this forom will help but it will give me something to do on nights like tonight when sleep is never going to happen.