Thanks Perplex.
I really want to feel connected. Feel very lost and spaced out at the moment. Depressed.
Lots going on. Also not a lot going on. If you get me. The lots going on is my head. The not a lot going on is what I'm doing with my life.
Feel stuck. Empty.
Have private therapist intro today.
They said they recognise my name from local stuff so first need to work out if we can work together.
Also they just changed the time which I can adapt to but I don't feel confident about it.
Trying to manage my expectations. Felt so happy when they got in touch with a time. Now feel pessimistic about the whole thing.
Plus I can't really afford it.
Nothing is ever simple. Really wanted to swear then. Feel angry!
I really want to feel connected. Feel very lost and spaced out at the moment. Depressed.
Lots going on. Also not a lot going on. If you get me. The lots going on is my head. The not a lot going on is what I'm doing with my life.
Feel stuck. Empty.
Have private therapist intro today.
They said they recognise my name from local stuff so first need to work out if we can work together.
Also they just changed the time which I can adapt to but I don't feel confident about it.
Trying to manage my expectations. Felt so happy when they got in touch with a time. Now feel pessimistic about the whole thing.
Plus I can't really afford it.
Nothing is ever simple. Really wanted to swear then. Feel angry!