I feel disconnected
As if there is a disconnection between me and the world
It's like I'm not made of the same stuff as everyone else
I've always felt this way.. from a very young age
Like some alien walking among everyone but with so many questions
So much fear
I wanted to feel like I belonged
And even in the moments when I finally thought I belonged, I found out very quickly that I was wrong
Always walking around feeling like I'm here by mistake like my dad told me
Sometimes I feel that my feelings and sensations are so strange that I can't say them and I can't explain them even if I wanted to
So much loneliness
So much sadness
It's disturbing that I will have to spend the rest of my life with the person I hate the most..
myself.
As if there is a disconnection between me and the world
It's like I'm not made of the same stuff as everyone else
I've always felt this way.. from a very young age
Like some alien walking among everyone but with so many questions
So much fear
I wanted to feel like I belonged
And even in the moments when I finally thought I belonged, I found out very quickly that I was wrong
Always walking around feeling like I'm here by mistake like my dad told me
Sometimes I feel that my feelings and sensations are so strange that I can't say them and I can't explain them even if I wanted to
So much loneliness
So much sadness
It's disturbing that I will have to spend the rest of my life with the person I hate the most..
myself.